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 I wonder what is it like to be respected?

Because I haven’t experienced that! Maybe I did but I couldn’t feel the actual sense of it because I suffer from inferiority complex. 

People either disrespect me or fear being around me and give me all the space to be alone. Either way it’s awful and degrading. 

Minors or even elders don’t share respect with me as if I am not qualified to get their respect! I can tell what is in their head - imagine you have a teacher who is a doormat that does not have the charisma. This is the story short. But deep inside I feel like I qualify to be an alpha male mighty charismatic with all the superior traits a man can have!